Dev Log -1

This first negative devlog begins a series of devlogs that live in a negative space. Not negative as in sad, negative like on the other side. Negative devlogs will discuss emotions and thoughts related to my game development journey that do not relate strictly to the process of game development.

Now that we've dealt with the formalities, I'll jump into the main reason for this devlog. I'm experiencing intense sadness related to becoming a creator of video games instead of just a player. The sad truth is most video games nowadays bore me. The little differences and improvements in most games that I'm interested in do not satiate my desire for novelty and depth. A big reason I want to make my own games is due to the fact that I want to make games that I'll actually enjoy playing.

I cannot escape the profound emptiness that I feel when I see another popular video game that is extremely similar conceptually to many games already created. I'm tired of what game developers are currently offering. The lack of originality and creativity is genuinely bothersome in a way that grinds my gears. I doubt my early games will be revolutionary but they will at least have some unique mechanics and qualities that will set them apart. I just can't stand the dissatisfaction and feeling of hopelessness anymore. So, that's why I'm making my own video games, I'm going to be the change I want to see in the world.